This winter in Minnesota has been one of the calmest winters that I can remember. Constantly in the 30s to 40s and every once in a while a 50 degree sneaks in. However, randomly inserted in the nice weather is a couple mornings with less than 1/4 inches of snow, and one or two days of 1-2 inches of snow! If I were to describe this winter I would call it a chilly fall with a hint of bi-polar!
But if you think about it, that is exactly how the Christian walk is! There is the perceived way of what it should be like, but every once in a while it has the hint of bi-polar in it. We have our good and great days where all we want to do is listen to Christian music/read our Bibles/or praying. We want to worship the Lord with all we have on those days, but then we have those other days where we have no desire to do any of that. Instead all we want to do is hang out with friends/watch tv/play xbox/or just sleep.
Good news is, that is totally normal! If you are like this to a tee don’t think you are going to hell over it because you aren’t! Instead of worrying why you’re like this, think about ways to train yourself to want to seek after God everyday! And it won’t happen over night, but the change will occur if you make that effort!
In Him,
Cameron